Beethoven Virus

Just starting to catch up with a great Korean Drama. Though it is released last year.
It is Beethoven Virus. (Weird name huh?!)
If you are an orchestra and music lover, this drama is a MUST to watch.
Seriously, you will see challenges they have gone through in order to form a band, it isn't easy.
There are an orchestra conductor, trumpet players, violinists, flute, double bass, cello, etc... and some romance too.

Feel free to watch.
Am now finding for its original soundtrack :)

这次我绝对不会放弃！

自从发现他的存在后，我变得很执着，执着于容人他生活的点点滴滴，执着于想多了解他，牵就他，执着于往不同的角度看待他。

虽然一个月才见一两次面， 可是我却常发现自己很珍惜见面的时间，区区的那几个小时真的很珍贵。

可能他只当我是他的朋友而已，但我们俩能轻轻松松的谈话，在没压力的情况下分享着生活中大大小小的事情， 我就很满足了。

遇见他，真的很不可思议， 我发现

他，不善于自我表达，异性缘超好的，但有时会面对朋友方面的问题， 例如在他需要帮助时，朋友会突然人间蒸发，

他，不动酒精饮品，很听妈妈的话， 很孝顺老人家，蛮照顾妹妹， 电脑是他的伴，手机扩大他的交友圈子，偶尔也会看看漫画,

还有， 他不能吃辣的食物， 但喜欢甜酱， 不吃蘑菇。

他， 很爱唱歌，唱起来蛮有feel的，也很喜欢钢琴。 如果没错的话， 喜欢的歌是搁 浅。

他的心灵也许曾经受过创伤，所以有时会对女孩有恐惧感。这是我的猜测。

他曾喜欢的那个女孩长得蛮相卓文萱的。

噢，我还有漫长的路要走，要 了解他的还有很多很多。

这次， 我不会放弃！:)

P.S

好期待许友彬的新作品《青色的围墙》

许友彬说：

《青色的围墙》写的是父女关系。

小说中还有一篇约两万字的小说《七里香》。

作品《青色的围墙》:

女儿有一道青色的围墙。
青色的围墙有白色的小花。
爸爸说：围墙太高，我跨不过去。
女儿说：爸爸，只要您低下身子，就能穿越围墙。

爸爸,我们还能向以前那样谈天说地吗?

P.S

最近的你好像很忙哦，MSN的status都一直是busy的,

也对啦,学院有学期考试，再加上社团等, 还有啦啦队练习

别把自己给累垮了,

繁忙中,要记得按时吃饭,好好补充睡眠噢！

READ READ!

It is unusual I blog on this time.
But, somehow I just had too much things in mind. Therefore, I decided to let it go to the universe and see how the universe responds me. law of attraction concept :)

Well,
sometimes, when you expect more, you'll get an empty wall.
sometimes, when you don't expect anything, it turns out a surprise.
So, expect the unexpected!

FYI, I do not have any emotional breakdown or mood swing currently,
this is just my random thoughts that flash through my mind and having the mood to blog. ^^

P.S
NO P.S FOR YOU TODAY!!! :-( you better keep up a healthy body and have enough sleeps!!! May you have the sweetest dream ever.

A lovely afternoon

On my way back

Realized how far had I made through the journey

Just me & my bicycle

But, I still keep a smiling face. :-)

P.S

只想轻声问你

“你，还好吧？

有心事要诉说的话，

别忘了，

我一直是你最佳的听众。”

Because of camp? OR just merely the attraction of the group?

You'll probably wandering what do I mean regarding the title that I stated above. Okay. Let me tell you, it's gonna do with a Buddhist youth camp I joined.

Let's hold on about the attraction first. I have lots to say regarding the youth camp. Don't worry. I'm not here to criticize anything. I just want to express my feeling towards this camp because in my life, besides my family and myself, I always put this camp on top of my priority list. Which means, the first one will be me [including my responsibility where I must play my role well as my mom's daughter, a good sister (sorry to say that sometimes I'm not, but I'm still working on it. One thing I won't deny, I respect my elder sister, although sometimes she has mood swing or emotional breakdown that causes her feeling annoyed towards people BUT not even once in a million times I yell back to her), a hardworking student (I indeed want to fulfill my dream to study till PH.D and become a lecturer), a reliable and trustworthy friend (a friend who gives helping hands to others) and an understanding girlfriend in the future], the second one is my family and the third one is the youth camp.

This youth camp means a lot to me because I'm in it 4 years already. Throughout this 4 years, I admit at one point, I wanted to give up so much just like that. But instead of giving up, why not make a CHANGE toward it?
I slowdown on stepping out my give up move, turn 360 degree around and look at it from a wider angle. I did it with ONE word - SYNERGY.
I know my problem in the inner of me is I hate people to criticize me, asks lots of questions, throw me tonnes of ideas, cross out my own ideas, etc.
Therefore, I synergies.
You got comment about me? I synergies to change myself according to my principle.
You like to ask lots of questions? I synergies to make my mind think faster and steadier to answer your question.
You suggest me with piles of ideas? I synergies by calming myself down and look through the options I have.
You cross out my ideas? I synergies too, by a very simple move, I take your idea and make a connection to my logical thinking.
Problem SOLVED! ;)

This camp does change me and it is still changing me to improve and realize.

About the attraction, I always doubting on people who come in to join our group is because they think this group of people is fun? OR they TRULY want to help out in organizing the camp.
If you want to join this camp, you got to have passion toward the camp not the people in the group!
Not like: ''Oh! This camp is certainly fun, I join so that I will catch as many attention as possible." This thought is wrong.
So, what he [a very wise and smart senior in the group although he hold a quite lower post :) (not revealing) ] say during yesterday meeting was really TRUE! I 100% agree with that.

Last but not least,
This post is quite a serious post. Got to have patient to read it if you want to know what's on my mind.

P.S
Always blessing him to have nice sleeps, healthy body and a peaceful life.
May him be well and happy always. ^^

还是他

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该陪宝贝因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远
不计划太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

P.S.

虽然表面上装作若无其事，

可是心里面却在呐喊着：

我真的很喜欢你！:)